Life is very interesting.

Today alone, I started to wonder if I actually want to get bottom surgery. I've been in contact with some new clinics in India (as they're less expensive) and after looking at some after surgery photos, I couldn't say whether or not I actually want a vagina.

There is no rule or law that says I have to have one, and I don't mind keeping what I already have. Plus, this is an irreversible surgery and I don't want to just jump right into it.

One option I could do is to get an orchiectomy. That way, if I decide that I want vaginoplasty later on, I can still get it.

The way I present my gender is up to me and my body parts don't define who I am.

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